I returned to my apartment after being away for more than a week, amidst the noise and festivities at my family home. Surrounded by way too many people and different energies and expectations, I suddenly found myself craving the joy I find in absolute solitude. On that thought as I mentioned to a friend a couple of days earlier, weddings in the family seem to trigger a very different emotion in me and I may need to work a bit to dissect it.
By the way, cups will never have the same meaning in my life. Discovered its never too late to figure out a better and conscious way to handle monthly events. The only thing I can think about was, wish I had known and embraced this a long time ago.